Sunday, May 3, 2015


THE EARTHRISE DIARY (AUTUMN 2015)

DON DIESPECKER
© Text, Don Diespecker (2015); guest writers retain their ©


I’ve been particularly aware of trees this month. Many of them seem to be stressed: they crack, break and are falling more frequently (though branches always fall more frequently than whole trees, there is now a greater occurrence of falling trees). High branches from old trees along the roadside here have fallen into the road outside this address and that always seems a responsibility when I discover them and I do my best to clear the mess with either a machete or an axe. A heavy branch falling on the road is a real hazard. It takes only a couple of seconds to smash it’s way through other foliage, ruining nearby trees, threatening traffic and pedestrians and it takes much longer to reduce the timber to bits and pieces and then to finally remove all of the debris. There have been several such falls in the gardens and surrounding forest and two from the old bloodwood adjacent to the house: a large branch fell and clipped the edge of the roof and wrecked a bleeding heart tree; another, less big, hit the roof next to my bedroom and made me jump: fortunately it struck horizontally and did little damage. In the garden on recent hot windy days and some of them also cool and wet, there have been branches big and small to pick up and to remove and an old white cedar (they’re unrelated to Australian red cedars) has dropped a couple of major limbs. Yesterday (Jan 28) when I was gathering small sticks and branches after a windy spell I was so intent on seeing the ground, eyes downcast, that I almost walked into a metre and a half of goanna. The handsome goanna stood its ground and stared disdainfully at me: I did immediately and effortlessly my High Back-flip With Partial Somersault and so avoided becoming an afternoon snack for the hunter. For readers unfamiliar with these Australian creatures, goannas attack, destroy and eat big (lightning fast) snakes; as far as I know, goannas don’t consider live humans a delicacy.
DD January 2015
Breakfast time I lean back easy against the bench top and kitchen sink savouring toast and raspberry jam, no butter. Light on the river downstream is blinding white. Music on the radio is beautifully apt, melodic and sounds almost familiar: a perfect few moments between 7:45 and 7:50. I see I listen I sip black coffee. The announcer identifies the music: Korngold, the garden scene, Much Ado About Nothing. It’s February 28 2015. Imagine seeing this downstream view and hearing this particular music again and into the future. Imagine it as an annual anniversary: repeating as something fine, special, history repeating, relishing the thought.
DD February 2015
On Wednesday night March 4 2015 I was dozing in bed when I heard a tree cracking and then breaking close to the house: it was the old white cedar behind the belvedere and its great branches had hung over the Big Lawn for many years: this beautiful big tree was old long before I arrived here to clear undergrowth and then make lawns and gardens in 1984. The lawn in this area has never been a safe place to sit and the tree has shed many branches over the years. I had earlier in the day taken an exercise break from the computer when it was dry and comfortably warm outside and I’d enjoyed mowing spirals around the Dogs’ Garden. The big white cedar had broken and fallen across the tracks where only hours previously, I’d mowed. I always wear earmuffs when mowing: I’d not have heard the tree breaking and falling had it broken at that time. On Thursday night, March 5 2015, when also again in bed, I remember hearing traffic slowing and probably stopping beyond my front gate in the dark. In the morning I walked up the road to see what could be seen and found a few metres from my gate that a big old eucalypt had dropped a hefty branch from a great height: it had indeed stopped the traffic. Though much of the debris had been moved aside it required additional work to clear the road and to remove all of the debris.
DD March 2015
CHARIVARI
Although there are February Leftovers I mention first the epigraphs: they’re perhaps unprecedented and of record-breaking length (I doubt I’ve previously quoted myself like this in the Diary). If there’s an obvious identifiable theme in this edition, it’s trees. Earlier this morning I was dishwashing when there was the unmistakeable sound of a tree or branch breaking yet again. There’s never enough time to make a run for it or even to dive for cover unless perhaps it’s a really big and quite old tree at some distance and being big such a tree might also be hesitantly gathering itself and wobbling prior to coming down heavily. Although part of the falling debris hit the corner of the roof near the circular window in my study/office/library I saw at once that there was no serious damage. One, the larger of two eucalypt branches, was hung up in the fork of a Cheese Tree. The other, smaller branch had fallen crown first on to the corrugated metal roof (all forms of corrugated roofing in Oz are often “tin roofs” colloquially) above the entrance steps and was also hung up in an adjacent tree. I’d again been lucky or perhaps fortunately been at a distance up a step in the kitchen. Having made both an editorial precedent and a first for the Diary I then pondered a couple of related notions. Maybe I ought to write an occasional Editorial (with an upper case ‘E’) and were I to go that far perhaps I might also then compose an op-ed? And why not when there’s no Editorial Board: there’s just me? So I looked up op-ed, courtesy of Wikipedia:
 An op-ed (originally short for "opposite the editorial page") is a piece typically published by newspapers, magazines, and the like which expresses the opinions of a named author usually not affiliated with the publication's editorial board. The op-ed is different from both editorials (opinion pieces submitted by editorial board members) and letters to the editor (opinion pieces submitted by readers).”   
As for an Editorial, I’ll sleep on the notion and may return to it later. And before properly returning to Charivari I mention one of my favourite forms of writing, the feuilleton: “…it may be a part of a European newspaper (usually the bottom of one or more pages) containing fiction or criticism; or it may be a particular item printed in the feuilleton” (according to my Random House College Dictionary). This French word means little leaf and that’s an attractive notion in itself. I like the form because it enables writing a relatively short essay or memoir piece of about a thousand words. Perhaps some of my Diary guest writers will recognise themselves as feuilleton-ists or feuilletonistas?   
The following Charivari items may also be thought of as:
Arboreal Casualty List (late summer, February/March/April 2015)
And once below a time I lordly had the trees and leaves
Trail with daisies and barley
Down the rivers of the windfall light.
(Part of) Fern Hill by Dylan Thomas
February 2015. Following storms and showers and high water in the river the old Casuarina (or River Oak) leaning out low on my bank its roots pretty well in the bank-side water, collapsed into the torrent (having been poorly, was fading, was dying); connected to its root system and base: a similarly old Euro privet also pulled down and into the river leaving a tangled hazard for incautious kayakers). There had long been small orchids and other epiphytes attached to the branches over the water that thrived in the wet air.
February 2015. The top, most of the crown of one of the two African Tulip Trees (Spathodea campanulata) broke and fell on the lawn close to the house. 
March 4 2015. After rotted chunks of the broken half of the old double trunked white cedar (Melia azedarach) had fallen on the raised garden with its neat stone surround (behind the belvedere, on the lawn’s periphery) the surviving single trunk with its high horizontal big branch began discreet cracking in the early evening (I was dozing in bed and realized the indistinct light sounds were from a tree about to break but I was unable to see in the darkness which tree it was although considered it most likely would be this white cedar. Following three or four small cracks the trunk broke more loudly at 20:35 hours bringing it and the very long and large right angled branch (richly endowed with stag horns, elk horns and birds nest ferns, small orchids and sundry epiphytes) crashing down. The major horizontal big branch and the canopied end branches fell across the lawn as well violently pruning the Tabebuia pentaphylla (the Roblé Blanco of the tropical Americas) in the Dogs’ Garden, wrecking plants in the garden and damaging the laboriously made stonewall surround.
March 2015 (date and time unknown). The major portion of a damaged and decaying native privet on my side of the road’s boundary fence fell partly on the road on the (river side) of my front gate and had been pushed/dragged aside by a person unknown (probably a motorist). It was more than enough to have wrecked a motor vehicle.
March 5 2015. In the early evening I had heard a homecoming or incoming vehicle pass and stop suddenly beyond my gate and later resume but had not heard anything to suggest a tree breaking. On Friday morning March 6 2015 Pete Thompson and I, walking up the road to view an overhanging Tipuana tipu (“Pride of Bolivia”) tree covered in ferns and epiphytes and prioritising broken trees removal, found the stone-filled storm water (verge) ditch harbouring several large pieces of broken eucalypt on its surface (a motorist, unable to drive safely through the wreckage, will have necessarily stopped and moved the debris in the dark). These broken tree parts were from the big, old, and very high eucalypt just inside my roadside boundary. The broken branch pieces had fallen from a great height and would have seriously damaged any vehicle and likely have killed somebody had the tree shed its branches when there was a motor vehicle passing.   
March 6 2015. Pete has tidied up tree and branch strikes next to the road and temporarily repaired the also blitzed top of my gate. Now using the chainsaw he begins the trimming away of small branches from the fallen white cedar giant that covers much of Big Lawn and then he stacks in an arc the cut-away branches well away from the tree. There are holes in the lawn that might turn one’s ankle and he attends to these also. (For those who have not operated a chainsaw it’s important that you have a safely cleared area in which to operate, that you’re wearing appropriate safety gear that includes a visor plus hard-hat and muffs able to stop a saw bouncing up and bisecting you). Pete and I are among those who have not sliced or diced our selves with a chainsaw. Jannelle and I built the house here largely with my riskily using a chainsaw, then a prime and essential tool).  
March 7 2015. Saturday. The spread and tangled heaps of white cedar branches and twigs on Big Lawn need lessening. I must reduce these with the heavy cutters and barrow them away for easier disposal. I quite enjoy this work because in every minute of cutting and loading I see more long-grassed and summertime-neglected Big Lawn reappear. I plan to mow the lawn again in sections when the grass is dry enough to more easily be cut (almost constant wetness from storms and showers in February and now March being the cause of lawn wildness). Raking helps. Raking is an old favourite of mine: it’s the almost-passive “equivalent” of scything, is slow and easy and always effective: I see how much happier Big Lawn looks when it gets this sort of grooming and of course the rake operator is enabling a contemplative or meditative experience that relates closely to motor mowing as well as to imagery, the imagination and creative writings. While I think of it I mention here the danger of mowing anywhere near the big trees at Earthrise: motor mowers are noisy (they also pump exhaust fumes directly at the expiring mower pusher) and wearing earmuffs is a must. Similarly so for chainsaw operating: you need to protect your hearing. However, when wearing my old pistol club muffs (just as big and clumsy as most other muffs): I can’t hear trees breaking or branches falling. (I remember Darcey Browning teaching me to stand behind him with a handful of fine gravel that I could toss at the back of his safety helmet to alert him in the event A N Other tree or breaking branches were now falling earthwards at us whilst he was busy chain-sawing immediately in front of him. If we’re quick enough we can switch off the chainsaw with a push of the thumb and run like mad to escape the A N Other falling tree or branches. If one is solo mowing, muffed, surrounded by big high trees or solo chain-sawing surrounded by trees, then ear muffs may ensure the sudden and violent expiry of the muffed mower or cutter: these actions come with the territory, as it were). At the end of the afternoon I’ve cleared a few metres of wild lawn, the feeling is mixed: exultation, pleasurable satisfaction, gratitude.    
March 8 2015. Sunday. I start late in the morning to continue reducing the broken branches prior to barrowing them away. It’s hot and humid. In mid afternoon I switch to moving the heap of sawn rounds (intended as firewood) to supply dumps close to the house. The largely black goanna sways past busily or possibly anxiously. He seems less interested in attacking me as a stringy form of desert and more interested to re-find the reduced remains of the cold chicken recently left out late in the day with the kitchen scraps (thus avoiding daytime’s noisy crows and most of the noisier night creatures that kindly and magically reduce and transform my kitchen scarps into compost that makes adjacent tradescantia and other colonizing weeds groan with delight). I lay one of my favourite rakes across the barrow handles and thus armed keep an eye on the goanna. When I see that the goanna is chomping on the chook remains (“chook” is Strine for non-Aussie readers) and that he also sees me at a distance I relax a little. One of the “isolated thunderstorms” looms. I stagger up to the house and switch off the snoozing computer drink much needed water and return to Big Lawn. I also prise loose and carefully remove broken tree parts and tangled branches from the Dogs’ Garden and carefully avoid further damaging the stonewall surround that I enjoyed building a couple of years ago. Plants have been destroyed the Thompson wood-chipping ground cover in this garden is churned and the sobering thought of Endless Restoration Gardening arises like a spectre. At the back of my mind: one of Strauss’ Four Last Songs, the melody of ‘Sunset.’ RS shuffled off at 85 when I was a mere 20. I retire thoughtfully, hobbling somewhat, but I return with a stubby of ginger beer and sit pleasure-filled at the belvedere until the midges attack in waves. Later when I reach my bed I see TV images of the Messerschmitt 162 and Adolf Galland, the WW2 German air ace and I remember meeting one of Galland’s alleged fliers in Florence years ago. Why is it I wonder that my memories and images of long ago are sharper than those of last week?
April 17 2015. Two high branches, eucalypt, have fallen next to the front steps (hung up). The old Stinger on the Riverbank Lawn an entire tree and its root system come suddenly down in still air and both Pete working on the river side of the house and I hear the crash; later Pete chainsaws the soft and heavy trunk. We take great care to avoid the large leaves: the sting from the briefest touch is intense and guaranteed to last for a painful day or two.
April 27 2015. The remains of the old white cedar, it’s great limbs sawn into firewood rounds and all of the debris has been removed and the lawn repaired with sawdust and soil. The stump has been chain-saw-trimmed and now looks like a kind of splintered monument. I’m surprised to see that a single new growth example has sprung from the hard and now smooth surface of the stump. I step over the remains of the surrounding garden the better to see the little green tree growing from the rotted and scarcely alive stump expecting to find that one of the ripe cedar seeds has dropped into a gap between the outer bark and the sapwood and germinated there but there is no gap. I’ve been photographing what looks like an evergreen bonsai and when I show this to Pete Thompson he explains that the tiny “tree” is indeed growing from the cambium (not to be confused with Cambrian): “The cambium is a layer of delicate meristematic tissue between the inner bark or phloem and the wood or xylem that produces all secondary growth in plants and is responsible for the annual rings of wood”. Cambium is a word used in Botany; Cambrian (Geology) pertains to a period of the Palaeozoic era.

OP ED ONE: TREES
DD
“Eucalyptus grandis, commonly known as the flooded gum or rose gum, is a tall tree with smooth bark, rough at the base fibrous or flaky, grey to grey-brown. At maturity, it reaches 50-metres (160 ft) tall, though the largest specimens can exceed 80-metres (250-ft) tall. It is found on coastal areas and sub-coastal ranges from Newcastle in New South Wales northwards to west of Daintree in Queensland, mainly on flat land and lower slopes, where it is the dominant tree of wet forests and on the margins of rainforests.” (Wikipedia)
 I first saw Australian flooded gums in the Transvaal at Pilgrim’s Rest in 1937 and Australian Eucalypts may also be seen in many other countries. They were the first such trees I’d ever seen and they were growing straight and true in the local mining company’s plantation eventually to be felled and used as timbering and props in the local goldmines. I thought about that again when I stopped (during a drive on the Pacific Highway between home and Newcastle) to see the highest tree in NSW near Buladelah: it’s a mighty 400-years old flooded gum and was then 76.2-m high with an 11.5-m circumference at its base. I also remembered that when I was a young schoolboy in South Africa I vowed to one day build my own house, preferably in the mountains and close to a river that I could see from my house. When first I saw the trees on this 10.2-ha property I wanted to live here: it was trees, high ground and the adjacent river that attracted me more than thirty years ago. I bought the land, two of us built the house and I’m still here. The lower reaches of this up and down place have always been flood-prone: I’ll never quite be used to floods but I’ve been flooded many times here since 1984: I’m an old guy with lots of first-hand experience of Bellinger River floods. Earthrise is always so interesting a place for me that I easily imagine it as settings for stories, for novels, for movies: it’s that kind of place. I can’t easily imagine this place that I’ve long called “Earthrise” without either the river or the trees. Imagining that either trees or river might exist here alone one without the other is a weird thought. The trees and the river are interrelated, interconnected and interdependent in my view (the three erudite words, just written have been used by many others as well as by me for quite a few years now). The flooded gums have always stood out: they were the first trees I photographed when I bought the property. Initially there was so much colonizing lantana on the lower (riverside) reaches that it was impossible to see the river without climbing a tree or climbing the steep forested slopes, the high ground, that help make this place seem almost primeval.
Much of the lantana has gone now and the pole house that Jannelle and I built here in 1984/5 has splendid views of the river. Hollywood and other movie-making centres would love it too, I imagine. There is still far too much lantana in places and there is a surfeit of sub-tropical grass that self-seeds dramatically every March. Controlling that grass is hugely difficult. And there is something else now, something that wasn’t in any way obvious 30 or so years ago: dead and dying trees that crash to earth often enough when least expected. The clearing of “weeds,” “lesser scrub,” untimely storms, floods or fires are all aspects of change, some of that change effected by people like me, the casual stewards of land, forest, river who are merely “passing through” as Robert Redford’s character says in the movie, Out of Africa (based on the book of that name by Karen Blixen). Everything does indeed change whether we’re here as stewards, foresters, river watchers, retirees: the environment, as we call our surroundings in a separating way, alters slowly or fast whether we like that or not: “the environment” is a live system of living systems. And then there’s dry rot and age, agriculture and horticulture, poisons and fertilisers and perhaps chance. And I don’t for a moment forget global warming and climate change, noteworthy phrases that I and my colleagues and students were beginning to explore in the university in the 1970s and 1980s. And it would be silly to ignore the brutal fact of there now being more than seven billions of us on the planet: there was a paltry two billions of us humans, or slightly less when I was born in 1929. For a fragile planet like ours, that’s heavy pressure. Stephen Hawking has just suggested that we’ll need to find another planet in the not too distant future (so far, we haven’t been smart enough, collectively, to have ensured we can keep doing what we’re continuing to foolishly keep doing to what we call distantly call “the Environment). Rather, politicians ensure that they will decide what, if anything, to do about those annoying problems. In other words, if the electorate fails to make the decisions that politicians squabble over, our children and grandchildren will be faced with the gigantic task of saving the planet.   
In recent months some of the biggest and oldest trees, those seen easily and frequently because they’ve been close to my house rather than deep in the forest, have either fallen or of necessity, been felled to prevent damage to buildings and facilities. For very big, old, high trees to be felled requires expensive expertise. The remains of forest giants require hours of time-consuming labour to dispose of or to sensibly use. I would much rather sit and enjoy seeing the forest than I would fear running away (were it possible) from falling branches or worse. Only one falling tree has hit the house: it wasn’t quite a giant although it broke some glass. These notions are now changing and changing faster than ever and at a time when there have never been more humans: whatever we do we inevitably add pressure to our planet’s living systems. Trees collapsing and branches falling for no apparent reason seem also to be indicators of dramatic changes in Earth’s living systems.  
April 28 2015. Sunny again and at lunchtime I get down to Big Lawn as soon as I’m able. The air is almost like crystal the sky is blue the flooded gums trunks bold white the lawn and surrounding trees green and at the crowns of the two African Tulip Trees there are the cup-sized orange flowers, all these visual splendours lively and compelling. Grass still grows in its colonizing insistence that summer is still warm and bright and that means there’s still time to express more of its verticality if the mowers don’t clear-fell it first. The lawn’s native violets recently mowed (I have a Memo of Understanding with the violets) are flowering again after late summer lawn mowing. At least once every day it’s sticks and branches pick-up time: the old lawn steward collects windfall litter and also spots the bright yellow seeds of the once magnificent white cedar that now is sawdust and firewood sawn rounds. Everything changes.
FEUILLETON ONE: REMEMBERING POLANYI
DD
If I were to take a year or maybe two years off and focus I might just be able to sort all of my papers into stacks identifiable by signs or flags. And were I then to take at least another year to categorise those stacks with all of my remaining focus I would surely know where to find almost anything that I had ever written or typed (certainly everything extant and inside my house).  Cataloguing and filing have never appealed and I prefer to scribble notes to myself on stickies or on the backs of used envelopes that clutter my worktable. I don’t have a tidy mind; parts of my mind resist organisation and methodology. Now I’m remembering the movie, “The Mechanic,” in which there is depicted a handgun and on this weapon is engraved the words Amat Victoria Curam: and this means, more or less, that victory or success loves care or careful preparation. Thus the cheery Latin advice implies that only when I take pains to make an efficient filing system will I succeed in finding the books, manuscripts, notes and references that I always need to find quickly. I want also to remember which of Polanyi’s writings contains one of the most memorable statements I’ve ever seen: We know more than we can tell. I think it might have been in his book, Personal Knowledge, but I’m uncertain. No matter. The unforgettable words came up recently and yet again, for me. I prefer to read, when I can organise the right time, in good light and in the garden, and I like to watch TV late at night. I recently was watching Broadchurch on ABC 1 (now, apparently, the only TV free to air channel to not run advertisements during a show or program). I could hardly make any sense of Broadchurch: there are too many characters and too many of them whose personal stories mix darkly with the overall dark story that is the film’s principal theme. Secrecy was written intentionally in to the story (see this explained via Wikipedia). There are, at least there are for me, ideal situations, dialogue, actions that are indeed parts of the story and its plot, but their somewhat covert parts are, it seems, available to the viewer and not always available to the rest of the players. On the other hand watching Downton Abbey on TV is perfectly straightforward despite the unforgivable advertisement breaks: there are two groups of players, the aristocrats upstairs and the servants, downstairs: almost all seem principal protagonists. They all have their personal stories and these sometimes overlap or are included in the thematic stories of the principals. What makes Downton easy is to understand is that boundaries are always clear and some of the posh folk upstairs and some of those below stairs are often playing associated parts as most important protagonists. I tend to think that Downton is easy to grasp; Broadchurch never is easy and invariably is dense. And now, I’m happy to report, there is the Danish language story, Legacy (it has explanatory text in English though the viewer must read speedily). As with all the recent Danish movies or TV series, particularly thrillers, I easily can understand the plot, the themes and the brilliantly filmed acting and not knowing any Danish except for a few words and phrases. Why is this so? I feel strongly that I am easily able to understand these Danish shows (“The Eagle” is another) because the writers, producers, the actors and camera persons understand that there are particular ways to present their film to viewers such that the viewer will know how to follow and understand having already learned intuitive ways of understanding. The way that enables comprehension and understanding is the consequence of thinking imaginatively, I’ve decided, not wracking my brain to deduce but imagining possible solutions in images. Actors always have ways to demonstrate to convey what they want us to know: sometimes an actor can do that with a half smile or a suggested raising of the eyebrows or pursed lips: all without words. The viewer who sees that and also thinks of several possible solutions very quickly will pick the one that often is only implied. The viewer listening to dialogue, to torrents of words, will lead him- or herself astray by attempting to analyse an actor’s torrent of words; the viewer who figures it out what the actor intends will go beyond words to his or her own department of possibilities by seeing images and selecting the likely one. Images might serve intuition better than mere words; thus, we each will know more than we can tell because the telling of that will likely take us far more time than we can afford, particularly when watching a movie. We are somehow subtly able to each make our own almost parallel action movies that interpret the one we see on television or in the cinema. When we see for example a look of uncertainty being conveyed by an eye movement a glance or the tiniest of frowns we’ll know more know better than the words spoken or displayed visually as text what the actors intend. And sometimes we won’t have a nicely organised word to “explain” what we’ve seen yet we will know what is being acted because we know that words are not what we see: they are only popular IDs that we use for convenience and not for the real thing. The real thing is what we see or its authentic reproduction within our minds.                    


CREATIVE WRITING

45,000-YEARS OLD SWAMP KAORI.
SHARON SNIR
I believe it was around 45 thousand years ago when the Kaori* Tree that has become our dining room table began to sprout through the earth oblivious of a journey too long for me to clearly fathom. After growing for many hundreds of years it attained a width that required at least three minutes for a fully-grown adult man to walk the entire circumference.  There was a moment in this massive tree’s existence when it must have known that its time had come. I can only imagine the groan that turned into an agonizing roar as it began its terrifying collapse towards the earth from which it began. The shredding of ancient bark, the tearing of wooden sinews, the cracking of broken branches who had once stretched up and out towards an ever expanding universe, the cracking of shattered limb had come to a screaming end. Silence. Stillness. Shhhhh.
Over the years rain fell and drenched it and drowned it and dragged the tree into a stinking swamp, sinking deep into thick blackened waters where it stayed for over forty thousand years.
I believe it was around fourteen years ago when my husband went camping in the North Island of New Zealand and came upon a town called Te Anu.
There he visited a gallery where artists had used giant cranes to lift these ancient trees from their wet swampy graveyards. Armed with electric saws, chisels, hammers and whatever else they needed, these artists re-birthed these trees into sacred shapes, tables, chairs and beautiful sculptures that would then last many, many more lifetimes. My husband saw a table. It was hiding in the corner of the workshop, dusty, ignored and priceless, meaning it had no price on it.
He sent an email with photo attached of a huge swamp Kaori table with the question. Shall I buy it? Not withstanding I did not know if it would even fit in our home (I doubted it) and after much deliberation I decided to take a chance.  He loved it and I thought why not? He told the salesman he would pay on delivery, left a small deposit and had a few doubts it would get through customs. It did.
Six huge, grunting, heavily sweating, unashamedly swearing men carried this 500-kg table up our twelve steps three months later and placed it in the nook we called a dining room. We squeezed around it every week: my parents, our five children, occasionally my sister and her children and eventually our children’s partners.  It has supported the food of Sabbaths, festivals, birthdays, anniversaries and simple evening meals. It has heard the wonderful stories of my deeply missed dad and gently held the arguments of siblings and spouses over the years.  It remembers the first time we sat around it as everyone peered into the still can't identify.  We shared grades at school, crushes with boys, secrets that were told in some strange language the children used to exclude us oldies.  The conversations around the table overlapped each other:  sound levels rose and fell then rose again to unearthly decibels.  Our table has seen eyes roll at jokes repeated for the umpteenth time and eyes glued to the faces of the family story-tellers, stories about life that captured the hearts of everyone and brought the cacophony of voices into silence.  We have prayed and cried and laughed and spilled our souls out over the table and we have said our goodbyes again and again to each one of us whose time it was to leave. It has heard the heartbeat of a newly born baby at her first Shabbat and it has held bottles and bottles of wine and beer and cups overflowing with tears at first moments and last times shared. It has welcomed new recipes, glamorous table settings and been lovingly polished with sweet smelling oil.
Two years ago we sold our family home and I felt it might be time to sell the table because it had grown too small for our ever-expanding family. My husband quietly informed me there was no way he would let the table go. No bloody way.
As it happens it has found a new home: a holiday home in the Blue Mountains. My husband tells everyone we bought the house for the table. The truth is I fell in love with this little hundred-year-old cottage the same moment as my husband and I wasn’t thinking of the table. Perhaps the table, in all its age-magical-old wisdom helped us find the house.
Once again six heavily sweating men lugged this piece of antiquity and gently placed it down on 100-years old floorboards. I stand back and try to imagine what life was like when our table was just a seedling. I imagine a world where war was unknown, where nature thrived, where peace was the only state of being.
And I know our table carries all this into our home and will continue to bless our family and friends for a long time to come.
Agathis australis, commonly known by its Māori name kauri, is a coniferous tree of Araucariaceae in the genus Agathis, found north of 38°S in the northern districts of New Zealand's North Island. Various species of kauri give diverse resins such as kauri copal, Manilla copal and Dammar gum. The timber is generally straight-grained and of fine quality with an exceptional strength-to-weight ratio and rot resistance, making it ideal for yacht hull construction. The wood is commonly used in the manufacture of guitars due to its lightweight and relatively low price of production. It is also used for some Go boards (goban). The uses of the New Zealand species (A. australis) include shipbuilding, house construction, wood paneling, furniture making, mine-braces and railway-sleepers. (Wikipedia).
Sharon Snir is a teacher, author and psychotherapist
sharonthru12@gmail.com
TREES
BRU AND TRACEY FURNER
Our next-door neighbor hates our trees. When we arrived here there were four trees in our yard: a large Camphor Laurel by the front gate and a venerable Fig in the front yard with two companions, one a tall Cabbage Tree Palm, the other an ancient Mulberry which although rather stunted in appearance provides us with an extraordinary amount of fruit each year. 
Our old (approximately 100-years) blind Sulfur-crested Cockatoo lived beside the Camphor Laurel. Locked up in his cage at night to protect him from marauding cats, he had the run of the yard in the day. He apparently hated the Camphor Laurel too, as unbeknown to us and disguised by low foliage at its base he set about ring-barking it. We only became aware of this when the massive tree turned up its toes, or roots as the case may be. 
By this time however we had introduced more trees to the yard, one of them a Lemon-scented Gum at first very cute and small near the back door and now towering forty feet or so and with the alarming habit of dropping large branches onto the yard and occasionally onto parked cars (this has been expensive!). Yet such a beautiful tree which when in flower is beloved by the fruit bats that like to drop incredibly sticky poo onto parked cars. This too has been expensive, in this case of the time and energy that is then devoted to the removal of said droppings. Although we have now discovered that methylated spirits is a pretty good solvent that may be good information for anyone else similarly plagued by fruit bats. 
Outside the gate we planted an innocent looking small tree that we had been given by a well meaning but ignorant friend who said it was just a shrub. It has grown in to a substantial Kaffir Plum that delights both us as well as the bats with its astringent mouth-puckering fruit and has annoyed our neighbour with its low-hanging branches that until they were trimmed brushed the roof of his large caravan as it negotiated the street. Local kids love the Kaffir Plum for its invitingly climbable limbs. We have frequently heard the sound of young voices coming from among the leaves and peering up, have found half a dozen kids holding a meeting (one even going to the extent of installing a chair on some thick accommodating branches). 
The main objects of the neighbour's ire however, are the trees in our front yard. I became aware of his antipathy when I was cutting down the deceased Camphor Laurel with a chainsaw. He observed that it was a shame I didn't cut down the trees in the front of the house because they killed his view of the lake that lies at the foot of the yard. The now numerous trees in the backyard were of no concern to him as they only obscured his view of the house on the other side of ours.  These trees having magically appeared since our arrival and now number three large Eucalypts, a Jacaranda, two Apples, a Nashi pear, a Mandarin, a Black Sapote, a Plum, a Lime, two Lemon trees, an Avocado, a Cumquat, two Moreton Bay Figs in pots and I suppose the four Coffee bushes don't really count. 
It's around the front of the house that the real tree problem arises for the neighbour. What was once a relatively bare yard now houses a total of 23 trees of varying sizes and types. Flower-bearing natives, towering gums of various types and even an obscure Tasmanian Blackwood, transplanted from a pot in a house in Sydney when a friend wanted it to go to a better home: it's never done any good and probably doesn't like the climate on the central coast of NSW. It’s scrawny. 
The South East Queensland Tamarind and the common or garden Loquat are of interest bordering the neighbour's fence as they do. The Tamarind is of particular note as it is apparently rather rare or at least it's very rare in this part of the world. Originating in Queensland it suddenly appeared in our yard perhaps dropped by a bird migrating from warmer climes. Along with the Loquat it produces abundant fruit that attracts a great variety of birds as do the rest of the trees in the yard. Sitting next to the veranda is a substantial paper-bark upon the boughs of which a tawny frogmouth loves to perch and eye us sleepily as we sit on the verandah. 
Down at the bottom of the sloping front yard lives an Almond tree that produces a nice crop each year preceded by the most beautiful white flowers that are illuminated in a magical fashion when we sit by the fire in the fire pit just beyond it. 
Just a bit further on is a small gum with most beautiful red flowers: the gift from a friend to commemorate the life of my father who lived with us until his death a few months short of his 100th birthday. 
Two of the eucalypts have grown to large trees after being wrenched out of the ground as small saplings that were growing in a brother's yard.  There are several Grevilleas that attract numerous birds and I have almost forgotten to include in the count a Cherry, a Papaya and a Banana (strictly a herb) but bigger than a lot of trees. 
In a concession to our neighbour we have radically pruned the Loquat and the Tamarind, thus greatly improving his view of the western end of the bay and earning his appreciation. 
To be perfectly fair, our neighbour says he doesn't hate trees he just doesn't like them blocking his view of the lake. 
We love the view of the trees.
Bru and Tracey (Dendrophiles)  
The tree which moves some to tears of joy is in the eyes of others only a green thing which stands in their way.  (William Blake). 
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Editor’s Note: While speaking with Bru and Tracey on the phone, Tracey mentioned a word I’m not familiar with: coppicing. The word describes what I’ve previously thought of as “secondary growth” or “re-growth.” A Wikipedia article defines coppicing as being “an English term for a traditional method of woodland management that takes advantage of the fact that many trees make new growth from the stump or roots if cut down. In a coppiced wood young tree stems are repeatedly cut down to near ground level. In subsequent growth years many new shoots will emerge and after a number of years the coppiced tree, or stool, is ready to be harvested and the cycle begins again. Coppicing maintains trees at a juvenile stage and a regularly coppiced tree will never die of old age.
“Typically, coppiced woodland is harvested in sections or coups on a rotational basis. In this way a crop is available each year somewhere in the woodland. Coppicing has the effect of providing a rich variety of habitats, as the woodland always has a range of different-aged coppice growing in it, which is beneficial for biodiversity. The cycle length depends upon the species cut, the local custom, and the use to which the product is put. Birch can be coppiced for faggots (bundles of brushwood) on a three- or four-years cycle, whereas oak can be coppiced over a fifty-years cycle for poles or firewood.
“Coppice and pollard growth is a response of the tree to damage and such damage can occur naturally as well as from deliberate woodland management. Trees may be browsed or broken by large herbivorous animals such as cattle or elephants, felled by beavers or blown over by the wind. Some trees such as linden may produce a line of coppice shoots from a fallen trunk and sometimes these develop into a line of mature trees.”  (See also Pete Thompson’s writings below. Ed).

THE TREES IN MY LIFE
JILL ALEXANDER
I don’t know when the swing appeared. I just remember it was always there, visible through the window in our dining room. My father had made it for my brother and me, suspending it between two fir trees in our yard. I spent many happy hours dreaming, singing, and shouting in pure delight as I pumped my swing higher and higher toward the heavens.
As I grew a little older and bigger, I followed my brother up the rocky hill that bordered our back yard. We called this area that we loved climbing “the Rocks.” Once we reached the top we followed a path known only to ourselves until we reached “the Woods.” Here in our woods was a paradise of huge Garry Oak trees and we fervently believed we had discovered them.  Before long I was able to follow my brother’s example of climbing these trees and eventually perching at the very top. From each of our vantage points, we talked to each other, sometimes dreaming that we were birds flying in the sky and other times that we were up in heaven as we looked down through the leaves and branches.  The ground seemed very far away. Our parents never knew about our climbing ventures. I know they would have worried about us falling and stopped us, especially if they knew how high we had climbed.
My father built a fishing cabin in the early 1930’s on the bank of the Cowichan River. This was his paradise where he spent many hours fly-fishing for trout. On a few occasions he and his four brothers made this trip together. These were very happy times. After my father returned from WW2 we started making trips there as a family.  The cabin was built high on the bank and my father had made a path down to the river that had handrails made from tree branches. At the bottom there was a swampy area that needed to be crossed in order to get to the river. A huge cedar log had fallen part way across and my father used this log as part of the bridge he built to the other side. I can remember crossing the log with great trepidation for fear of falling into the swamp. After a while my brother and I became quite brave and began running across the log that soon became a welcoming friend to us.
The years rushed by and Jamaica beckoned. I lived there for ten years and gave birth to two sons during that time. Many trees in those Jamaican lives of ours were full of meaning for us. A grapefruit tree grew in our front yard and each year it was loaded with fruit. We never tired of the sweet taste of the fruit we picked straight from our tree. Mangoes grew there as well and I remember fondly the soft thud they made as they dropped to the ground. The first time I held one in my hand, I asked a Jamaican friend about the best way to eat my mango.  “In the bathtub,” was the reply! Water coconuts were also plentiful and I remember the swish of the machete as it sliced off the top to make a hole the perfect size for drinking.  This beautiful island was full of trees for my sons to climb. I watched them as they climbed joyfully onto limbs that jutted over the azure blue Caribbean water and looked for the fishing boats returning home with their catch. And they too had their dreams as they sat in their tree as my brother and I had sat atop our Garry oak tree those many years ago.
Jill Alexander is enjoying her life of writing, reading and spending as much time as possible with her large network of friends that includes boarding school and nursing classmates and especially her ever-growing family of eight grandchildren and two great grandchildren.
jillionalexander@gmail.com
FAMILY TREES
PETE THOMPSON
 
It was winter 1998 when we first set eyes on her. I'm not exactly sure of her age back then but somewhere around 70- to 100-years would be our best estimation. The children were six and seven years old when they first eagerly climbed, explored and swung under her magnificent limbs. All the neighbourhood kids and a few big kids as well enjoyed cool summer shade. She was the biggest, oldest and most majestic tree we'd ever had in any of our gardens. Providing shelter for the chickens, summer shade for the pigs, her huge limbs were used to hoist our winter harvest of beef or lamb, chilling overnight in readiness for the freezer.
In the autumn of 2001 our beautiful red cedar was almost taken by a huge One in One Hundred Years flood that devastated our region the Bellinger River Valley. It was only after the floodwaters had subsided that we became aware that more than half of her massive root system was left exposed and that our beautiful Australian cedar was in imminent danger of falling into the newly exposed riverbed a drop of seven metres. Urgent measures were undertaken to save her. First we lopped two large limbs the combined weight of which relieved the pressure on the unexposed roots. The second measure was to create a raft of logs and large rocks beneath the exposed roots and finally finishing off with several tonnes of topsoil.
The Australian Red Cedar is part of a family of Cedar trees whose range extends from Afghanistan to Australia. Ours was named as a separate species prized for its beautiful red colour and most suitable for furniture making. The Australian red cedar industry was relatively short-lived and by its nature was self-destructive. Once all the old growth trees were harvested, that was it! Toona Australis was not suitable as a plantation species due to a moth that destroys new growth.
After the 2001 floods our beautiful cedar continued to thrive until 2007 when a huge storm left its mark ripping two major limbs from the south side of the tree. Then in 2012 for unknown reasons our beautiful Australian red cedar started to die. Now in 2015 sadly our magnificent tree is permanently bare standing like a ghostly reminder of those happy days.
The Australian red cedar Toona Australis is one of a very small number of deciduous native trees in Australia. Our other deciduous cedar (unrelated) is the Australian white cedar, Melia azderach, a member of the mahogany family, Meliacea that is native to Indo-Malaya and Australasia. This tree also graces our garden providing seasonal berries that attract the magnificent and vibrantly coloured Wompoo pigeon and other bird species. Evidently these birds gorge themselves on the berries into an almost drunken state. The adult tree commonly measures 20-ft to 40-ft tall, however in exceptional circumstances the tree can attain a height up to 150-ft.
THE LITTLE BLACK FELLAS
PETE THOMPSON
It is just after sunrise on a beautiful March morning. I've started my day in the usual way with my life partner Dee: our morning meditations on the edge of the rainforest overlooking the platypus pool, our most favourite place in the world. We have welcomed the new day, completed our Tai Chi, taken a brisk plunge into the crystal clear waters and now returned to the house where the phone is ringing. It’s Don: he has urgent news: his largest and oldest white cedar is down and now lies across Big Lawn shattered and broken. There’s a sense of urgency in Don's voice; the downed tree is in fact a minor disaster. I ask if the tree has crushed any infrastructure or is blocking access, but No.
When I arrive the next day I’m armed with an arsenal of forestry equipment. I'm astonished to find that Don's fallen tree is in fact one of the exceptionally tall examples and is covering a huge section of his large lawn area. My estimation is that the white cedar is about 75- or 80-feet overall or about 20-25-m excluding the canopy branches to be sawn first into large rounds that could later be broken into fire-sized pieces. My prior experience tells me that there will be many hours of chainsaw work ahead.
It is now two weeks later, work has been delayed by wet weather that restricts access to the site. Don is out for the morning and I have a good chance to complete the cleanup. The large rounds to be loaded into a trailer are more than 30-in in diameter and are very hard on the equipment. I stop for sharpening of the chain and another refuelling of the chainsaw. The next cut is much easier and the saw goes through the wood as if through butter. Suddenly without any warning I'm covered in little black insects. They’re in my eyes and ears as I gently and calmly move away.
At first I think I've cut into a feral hive of European bees hidden from view in a hollow section of the fallen tree, but I soon realise that I'm not being stung! That’s s good! Could these little black fellas be native stingless bees? I wait a few minutes until they calm down and as I move closer to the last cut section the tiny fly-like bees are more clearly seen. My next cut is above the previous one and reveals more bees and a sticky liquid that flows onto the lawn. I taste it and it’s wonderfully sweet! Could this be native honey or sugar-bag as indigenous Australians call it?
I decide to move these large log sections and any remaining bees into the trailer and take them to a sunny position back at my place in the hope that we might be able to 'save the colony' by transferring it into suitable material that I have on hand from previous bee colonies. Later I find out that this is a risky operation that more often than not fails, due to a major disruption in the colony. As the bees have been in a fallen position for a good while now and their food (sugar-bag) is lost in the lawn, the chances of survival are very slim indeed. Perhaps in time if they survive this coming winter they will settle and start collecting nectar again. Perhaps in a year we might get some honey. Recent Internet checks indicate that this honey is very rare and a mature colony may produce just one kilo (2.2-lb) each year. In Australia, native bee honey when available, sells for more than $100/ kg and is considered liquid gold by those in the know!
It's certainly worth a try!
Pete Thompson is a keen observer of Nature in the Bellinger River Valley.

FAMILY HISTORY
Some detailed information describing the Diespecker and related families has been included in recent Diaries and I’m pleased to note that several correspondents have since written to me about this. Welcome to the Diary Trelss McGregor and her husband Dr Wayne Vos who live near Grahamstown in South Africa; and welcome to Professor David McGregor Luke who lives in Fredericton, NB, Canada. I invite both David and Trelss to each please consider writing a biographical piece that you might like to see in the Diary (although I’ve received several other family-related emails I’m waiting on additional information before further identifying family members).
From the Archive: In this edition I include a letter from my late cousin, Joan Evard-Ray (1916-1995). The letter was written at the Kloof Rest Home (South Africa) on April 6 1993. Items in square brackets are information I have added.
Dear Donald,
I was pleased to hear from you with news of the present generation of the family. I’m sorry to have taken so long to reply but I was away part of March on holiday in Cape Town so decided to think about things and reply on my return. You have no idea how thrilled I was to have heard from Nick [Diespecker] some years ago and from Louise [Diespecker Lee] and now you; none of the cousins here are in the least bit interested in the family so I have no one to talk to about it. All you write is very interesting and I will be pleased to read what you have written so far, also I will use Christian names, easier than saying your grandmother and my grandmother &c; and another set of initials is EMAB (Elizabeth Mary Atherden Bradley born Carly: EDBs wife [EDB=Edmund Durbyn Bradley].
To go back to 1889 my grandfather Alexander McGregor was an engineer, he didn’t have a degree I shouldn’t imagine, building roads and bridges in the Eastern Cape; a couple he built were the Modder and Storms Bridges destroyed during the Boer War: there was an old photo of them under construction. When he was courting Harriett [Bradley] he was at Keiskama Hoek and found it inconvenient to travel down to Grahamstown so after their marriage the whole family moved up to King Williams Town. EMAB had died the previous year 1882. Later, Alexander was one of the contractors on the Delagoa Bay to Transvaal border railway; he worked with a George Pauling (I have read his book) and a Sir Thomas Tancred, whoever he was, they were the big contractors. Alexander moved up to Delagoa Bay later named Lourenço Marques and now named Maputo. He found the labourers were dying like flies from malaria, dysentery &c inland. He went up to see what was happening and contracted dysentery himself and was sent to Durban by the first available ship and put in to Addington Hospital where he died a few days later. In the meantime Harriett and my mother, Buntie [also christened ‘Harriett’] aged six months came up to Durban and managed to see him before he died. Alexander was apparently loaded with money, coins and notes, so a lawyer in Durban took charge of it: the estate was then in Durban. Harriett moved up here for convenience and EDB and Elizabeth and the youngest son, Frank, moved here [Durban]. The family all kept together, come what may! They lived with Harriett in “Rose Cottage” in Musgrave Road, just above where we lived [Joan, her brother Alphonse Alexander and their mother, “Buntie”] in Mowbray place. Alexander’s implements: picks, shovels &c were just left on the wharf at Delagoa Bay and as Rudolph [Diespecker] was apparently coming down to Durban he was asked to look Harriett up and find out what she wanted to do about them. He came to the house, met Elizabeth and that was that! As you know, they were married from Harriett’s house at the Musgrave Road Wesleyan Church; Buntie was christened there, too. That is a very long introduction to R and E’s meeting: excuse an old lady’s verbosity! As far as I can remember Elizabeth taught at the Durban Ladies College, now the Durban Girls College when it was in St Andrews and Russell Streets in town but I don’t remember what she taught, music perhaps? [Elizabeth was an assistant in the music department]. I don’t know why Rudolph was in Delagoa Bay, was he also a contractor for the railway or already prospecting in E Transvaal? [Yes, RSD was a railways contractor or sub contractor]. Harriett at one stage was looking after Jules’ son, Jimmy [James Edward Lance Diespecker]. I think Jules was up in East Africa and Jimmy with him. Jimmy also had either dysentery or malaria and he was sent to Harriett to be looked after. Jimmy, by the way, nearly caused the death of my Uncle Alec, but that’s another story.
When I was last in Grahamstown in 1973 I went to see the house in Cross Street: old, straight up and down double storey houses; they were all being restored by Anton Rupere, the big industrialist in SA. The foreman saw me peering in and when I said my great grandparents and their family had lived there he invited me in to look around (an upright ladder-like staircase leading to the upper floor: no wonder EMAB died of heart!). We are a terrible family for dying of heart: Harriett, Elizabeth, my two uncles and yours, Jean and Dick and now my brother Alec is very bad: look after your heart! EDB died in Durban in 1897 (still [living] with Harriett [at Rose Cottage]) and is buried in the West Street cemetery together with Alexander, Harriett, Uncle Edmund and Buntie and a man who was brought down from D/Bay dying (no one knew who he was so they put him in with Alexander as he had come from D/Bay too! I suppose his poor family always wondered what had happened to him!
An earlier address in Grahamstown was Oak Terrace. I have an old greetings card sent by EDB to his young son Edmund Dane [Bradley], born on the steamship DANE on their way to SA. He died very suddenly when he was ten years old. Yes, I knew EDB was a bookkeeper: on his marriage certificate he is [identified] as a straw bonnet manufacturer; his father, William, was a straw plait manufacturer so I imagine they must have worked together. William later rose very much in the world and was a banker owning his own bank, I have heard the name but can’t remember it now: it’s no longer in existence, anyway. The story goes that as he owned a bank he was not allowed to speculate on the Stock Exchange so his two sons, EDB and a younger one, Henry [Bradley], did it for him and unfortunately lost a great deal of money and he had to pay up. They were both given 1,000 pounds [stg] and told to go to the Colonies, EDB to here [SA] and Henry went to New Zealand (he died young leaving two small children: the boy was Meredith Bradley and the last time Harriett heard from his sister, Emmie, he was producing a string of daughters and no sons! In his will which I saw at Somerset House old William left shares in the Suez Canal Company worth 1,000 pounds [stg] to his youngest son, Frederick [Bradley]. William left 4,000 pounds [stg] that was quite a good sum in those days. His memorial card says that he was a JP and also the Mayor of St Albans, Hertfordshire in, I think1868 (I went there to find out the year).
The Bradleys were weavers in Spitalfields and Bethnal Green. I’m sure that’s where Durbyn (Durban) comes in though I have not been able to find out. Perhaps EDBs grandmother was a Miss Durbyn: they were definitely Huguenots. I always think it is a good thing they went to England and didn’t come out here otherwise we would most likely be Afrikaans speaking. There are Durbans in the Huguenot lists in the Guildhall Library in London (in the Apprenticeship lists and also at the Guildhall). Several Bradley boys were apprenticed to Huguenot weavers including two Williams. I don’t know if you will be interested in this or if you want to concentrate on the Diespecker side, which of course is not my side of the family apart from Rudolph marrying Elizabeth and their children. I should think that Jules and Rudolph could have spoken German as children if their father was naturalized in 1854 (that could have been about the time of their births and their home language may still have been German).
Also are you interested in the Carlys, Atherdens &c: there is a lot to tell about them, too.
I also have Harriett and Alexander’s marriage certificate and some older ones, the original William’s marriage certificate (the furthest I can trace the Bradleys back). He was married at St Bartholomew the Great, West Spitalfields, London, in 1819. He married Ann Thompson born in Bristol. EDBs baptismal certificate 1829 and his marriage certificate 1850 to EMA Carly. Prior to compulsory registrations about 1857 (I think) one had to know the church concerned (one I was never able to get to was St Dunstan in the East or by the Tower). I feel there would have been further information about the Bradleys there (one of the Bradley boys apprenticed to a weaver was of that Parish).
I think this enough for you to wade through now: if it is of any use and you want more, let me know.
I was pleased to know that you are now retired: I am all in favour of retirement and I have been on a pension for seventeen years; the pension fund will be getting fed up with me soon!
Affectionately Joan.
I’ve just remembered that we used to correspond when you were a schoolboy in Pilgrims [Pilgrim’s Rest] that’s how your father found out you had fallen from your bike and injured your nose! [I collided with a rogue beast that broke away from the herd when I was cycling downhill and was thrown over the top of this particular animal… that continued uphill with the rest of the herd with never a backward glance].
That was Dick that Elizabeth was carrying in that old photo [a much faded paper print showing Elizabeth, apparently carrying a babe in arms, in the gardens at Adstock, a bed of flowers in the background, c 1907].

MY EBOOKS
One of my novels, The Selati Line, is a railway story, a mobile even picaresque story, or even a road story. Several of my novels start as if in the minds of fictive characters in airplanes (usually a Tiger Moth): somewhere up in the clouds above the Bellinger River.  The imagined flyer (usually a quite elderly person who once was a teenage young woman in the Air Transport Auxiliary) imagines the story unfolding in a place beneath. Happiness, for example, begins on the nearby Trunk Road between Bellingen and Thora and soon makes a second start on Darkwood Road (right outside the house where I’m now writing this). The Overview (a novella) starts in the air (right above my house). The (draft) sequel to Happiness, “ Success” starts in the air, too. That very fine writer, the American James Salter (who once was a Korean War flier) uses the device of ‘the unnamed narrator’) to tell some of his stories: I like that notion and also employ a variation of it.
(1) Finding Drina is a light-hearted sequel to my two print novels (not available as eBooks) published in one volume as The Agreement and it’s sequel, Lourenço Marques. Finding Drina is written in three parts and in three different styles that also are intended homage pieces (to GG Marquez, Ernest Hemingway and Lawrence Durrell); thus this little book is also meta-fiction (novella, about 30-k words).    
(2) The Earthrise Visits is an Australian long story set at Earthrise (about 20-k words): an old psychologist meets a young literary ghost from the 1920s (his girlfriend meets her, too) before a second old literary ghost, unaware of his spectral state, arrives unexpectedly.  
(3) Farewelling Luis Silva is an Australian dystopian long story partly set in Australia, Portugal and France (about 23-k words). A sniper meets an Australian Prime Minister, an old lover and a celebrity journalist; three of them meet a terrorist in Lisbon where there is a bloody assassination.
(4) The Selati Line is an early 20th century Transvaal train story, road story, flying story, a caper story and also a love story sequel to The Agreement and Lourenço Marques, lightly written and containing some magical realism. A scene-stealing child prodigy keeps the characters in order (novel, about 150-k words).   
(5) The Summer River is a dystopian novel (about 70-k words) set at Earthrise. A General, the déjà vu sniper, the Australian Prime Minister and the celebrity journalist witness the murder of a guerrilla who had also been an Australian university student; they discuss how best to write an appropriate book about ‘foreign invasions’ (novel, about 70-k words).  
(6) The Annotated “Elizabeth.” I examine and offer likely explanations as to why my uncle published a mixed prose and verse novel in which his mother is portrayed as the principal protagonist and I suggest why the book Elizabeth (published by Dick Diespecker in 1950) is a novel and not a biography, memoir or history (non-fiction, about 24-k words).   
(7) The Overview is a short Australian novel set at Earthrise (about 32.5-k words) and is also a sequel to The Summer River.   
(8) Scribbles from Earthrise, is an anthology of selected essays and caprice written at Earthrise (about 32-k words). Topics are: family and friends, history of the Earthrise house, the river, the forest, stream of consciousness writing and the Earthrise dogs.   
(9) Here and There is a selection of Home and Away essays (about 39-k words). (‘Away’ includes Cowichan (Vancouver Island), 1937 (my cabin-boy year), The Embassy Ball (Iran), At Brindavan (meeting Sai Baba in India). ‘Home’ essays are set at Earthrise and include as topics: the Bellinger River and floods, plus some light-hearted caprices.
(10) The Agreement is a novel set in Mozambique and Natal during December 1899 and the Second Anglo-Boer War: an espionage yarn written around the historical Secret Anglo Portuguese Agreement (1899). Louis Dorman and his brother, Jules, feature together with Drina de Camoens who helps draft the Agreement for the Portuguese Government. British Intelligence Officers, Boer spies and the Portuguese Secret Police socialize at the Estrela Café (about 62-k words). 
(11) Lourenço Marques is the sequel to The Agreement. Mozambique in September 1910. The Estrela café-bar is much frequented and now provides music: Elvira Tomes returns to LM from Portugal and is troubled by an old ghost; Drina and her companion return with an unexpected new member of the family; Louis faints. Joshua becomes a marimba player. Ruth Lerner, an American journalist plans to film a fiesta and hundreds of tourists visit from the Transvaal. Drina plays piano for music lovers and plans the removal of an old business associate (novel: about 75-k words).
(12) The Midge Toccata, a caprice about talking insects (inspired by Lewis Carroll’s Alice stories). This book has a splendid new cover designed by my cousin, Katie Diespecker (fiction, caprice, about 26-k words).
(13) Happiness is a short novel set at Earthrise. The ‘narrator’ is again the very elderly ex-ATA flier who unexpectedly meets and rescues a bridge engineer requiring urgent hospitalisation: she gets him safely to hospital in his own plane. She also ‘imagines’ an extension to her own story, one about a small family living partly in the forest and on the riverbank: the theme is happiness. Principal protagonist is a 13-years old schoolgirl, apparently a prodigy: she befriends a wounded Army officer and encourages his plans. Her parents are a university teacher and a retired concert pianist. The family pets can’t resist being scene-stealers in this happy family (novel, about 65-k words).
(14) The Special Intelligence Officer is part family history as well as a military history and describes the roles of my late grandfather in the Guerrilla War (1901-1902) in Cape Colony. The Guerrilla War was the last phase of the Second Anglo-Boer War (1899-1902). The title of the book is taken from Cape newspapers of the time: Capt Rudolph Diespecker was a District Commandant; his responsibilities included intelligence gathering that led to the capture, trial and execution of a Boer Commandant who was wrongly framed as a ‘Cape rebel,’ when he was legally a POW (Gideon Scheepers was never a Cape rebel, having been born in the Transvaal (the South African Republic,) one of the two Boer Republics (non-fiction, about 33-k words).
(15) The Letters From Earthrise, an anthology of my columns and other essays and articles written for the Australian Gestalt Journal between 1997 and 2005 (fiction and some non-fiction, about 70-k words).
(16) The Darkwood is a dystopian novel set at Earthrise in the not too distant future (about 80-k words). Earthrise is again central to other themes.
(17) Bellinger; Along The River is an anthology of personal essays relative to my home and the property, Earthrise, and the river at my doorstep (aspects and descriptions of the river, including flooding) (nonfiction, about 28-k words)
(18) Reflecting: an anthology of personal essays about the gardens, butterflies, a caprice, and other motivating factors at my home, Earthrise: mostly non-fiction (20,300 words)
(19) Idling: is a collection of personal essays about seeing; a military history essay; a speculation about lawns; a working visit to Griffith University; periods of enforced idleness as “Don’s Days Out” in Coffs Harbour (mostly non-fiction; about 35,600 words).
(20) Bear Fat A Memoir by Durbyn C Diespecker (1896-1977) with Notes and a Biography Edited by Don Diespecker. (This partial memoir that I’d invited in 1950 was written by my father between 1950 and 1969 and describes aspects of his life in South Africa, the UK and British Columbia, Canada; non-fiction; about 47,900 words). 
(21) Love. Selected Stories: an anthology of short stories old and new. Of these narratives three are set or partly set in Bellingen, Dorrigo, and the Bellinger River Valley; others are set in Africa, Greece, France, Iran and Spain. “The Bellinger Protocol;” is a (magic reality) caprice. ‘Dragonfly’ is an interior monologue set in an imagined Vietnam; ‘Season of Love’ is largely interior monologue set in the mountains surrounding Pilgrim’s Rest (then in the Transvaal). ‘A Circuit of Fields’ is excerpted from a non-fiction essay and set in pre-Revolutionary Iran. Several stories are fictionalized nonfiction and most of the narratives derive from real people and real locales (about 36,000 words).     
 Thank you to my guest writers, Sharon Snir, Bru and Tracey Furner, Pete Thompson and Jill Alexander.
May 3 2015. The East Coast Low has passed through the Darkwood with heavy rain and minor flooding here (regrettably lives have been lost further down the coast). The huge quantity of fast flowing water passing forcefully by is dramatically impressive: that any of the Valley bridges survive such forces is always impressive: only the little River Lawn here was flooded. Thus, I was saved the drudgery of the usual big cleanup of the often tonne or two of logs and dense dumps of debris on lawns and gardens. During a break in compiling this Diary yesterday I stepped away from the computer and up to the kitchen where I paused to gaze upstream through the lounge windows. I was startled when the distant high (apparently deadwood tree) seen momentarily on the Deer Park banks more than 200-m upstream began its fall directly in to the river with a loud break and huge splashing that I could hear clearly from here… Paul and his dog Wombat stopped by minutes later to ask if all was well here and he asked had I heard the large noise and I was able to describe what I’d just seen. Needless to say, there is no sign of the tree or log now in the falling river and no sign, so far, either of the old Casuarina recently on my riverbank that had fallen halfway across the river weeks ago although the adjacent Euro privet is still in place in the torrent where it will be encouraging gouging by the force of the high river. One of “my” oldest and highest flooded gums higher above at garden level has developed an obvious leaning toward the water (and has been doing so for years and its angle from the vertical now seems more acute). I pray that all of the Valley’s bridges will be intact when this minor flood is down…otherwise many of us will continue to be more or less isolated for a while longer...   
Best wishes to all Diary Readers from Don. 
Don Diespecker (don883@bigpond.com)